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Wednesday, March 2, 2011

It's been awhile...

So I've been meaning to put up new art for awhile now, I just haven't had the time. School is everything right now, and I'm just too tired by the end to pull out my camera and upload the photos. I know, it's kinda pathetic. But last night I fell asleep around 7...it was sad. LOL
So I'm in the process of changing my major. When I went to look up classes to sign up for next term I saw what I had to deal with, and it wasn't good. Physics, and more chem, and more math, and statistics...And all I could see was an endless line of classes that I was going to need to retake. And trust me, I would need to retake them. I think I know myself well enough by now to figure that out.
I'm sad, I really wanted a degree in science, to be out and do field work, and work with animals. But I guess that's just not meant to be. In some ways I feel like a quitter, but in others, it's just me looking for a different dream now.
So I'm going to go into art. Really, before this I felt like I was kidding myself. How could I ever get a science degree? I'm just not wired that way.
But art is something I can do, and I feel that I am good at it. It's still gonna be hard, but hard in a different way. I really should have just gone for an art degree in the first place. But all I can do is shake my head...LOL
Anyways, I can't WAIT for spring break. It's gonna be a great one, Reno, art, friends, hotels, flying...memories...I can't wait!
And don't worry, I'll blog at the end of every day. Psh, it's not like you'll be holding your breath, but I'll want to unload the photos...man, I just can't wait! Teehee, I hope I can make this a yearly thing. I most likely won't be able to, but I can feel that this is going to be an addictive trip. I don't think I'll meet so many people like me in one room very often, and it's nice to be yourself. Another lesson that took a long time to take with me. But that's another story.

Oh look at me, I've rambled on randomly again. Oh well, it's my blog. Speaking of which, I think I'm going to change the title of this blog. It started out with a different purpose, and now just seems kinda random. Especially for an art related blog...idk. We'll see.

2 comments:

Keisha said...

It's sad that you're not pursuing your science degree anymore, but you've always loved art. I don't think I've ever seen you not doodling on something....
I can't wait to see what beautiful things you come up with, I love those Black Widow portraits--so pretty and powerful!

Lydia said...

Thanks Keisha. I know, I'm saddened by it too, but that's what college is about, finding what you're good at, and what you're not. But, I also can't wait to pursue art. It will be interesting to see what happens. lol.
ps, I look at our Wicked tickets everyday and get more and more stoked. I can't wait to spend the day with you!